Friday, October 18, 2013

where life takes us

 sweater, jacket, shoes - Urban Outfitters // jeans - Hollister Co.

Fall is my favorite season. Shooting with a camera again feels so foreign yet so familiar. It's like riding a bike after years of being out of practice. You're clumsy but everything just ends up falling together in the end. I opt for comfort and the easiest things to throw together in the morning. My hair is in constant disarray and life feels exactly the way my hair is -- tangled and indecisive. I've let things control me instead of the other way around. In a blink of an eye, I've turned twenty one and achieved almost none of the goals I have set up for myself. I need to reevaluate myself and recognize the things that used to make me a happier and better person. I need to find myself again. Then again, what part of life isn't a constant journey of finding your own source of fulfillment and enjoyment. The older we get, the more we lose sight of what we really wanted to take this lifetime to figure out. I wonder how many more lives I'll get to live. Let's hope I'll be smarter then.

until next time,

1 comment:

  1. It's so funny, I started reading your blog what feels like forever ago. I was a freshman in college and doing the same "blogging because I had time" thing. The I had to get a job and then blogging and writing fell to the wayside and I just got in a "grown-up rut," not doing anything that made me nearly as excited. I say all that to say, I completely understand. BTW, you should read "The Alchemist," it helps explain this whole mood/phase we're going through.


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